Buyer’s Remorse: De-transitioned Trans “Woman” Opens Up After Rejecting System-Encouraged Lifestyle

In a brutally honest tell-all, Twitter user @TullipR, a de-transitioned MtF transsexual, took to the social media platform to reveal what everyday life resembles for him now that he has wholly rejected the transsexual lifestyle. What exactly does de-transition mean, you ask? In short, it’s a man, who medically transitioned into a “woman” after ingesting enough media propaganda and encouragement from the system, only to regret the decision mid-plunge.

Profile picture of de-transitioned Twitter user @TullipR

While there have already been countless documented stories of transsexuals revealing their horrific experiences after gender reassignment surgery, @TullipR’s reeling testimony is just the latest in a growing list of regretful individuals who are clearly suffering from severe trauma imposed upon them by a system that benefits from the self-mutilation of its own citizenry.

For context, Conservative Pundit Matt Walsh, of the jewish run Daily Wire, recently sat and interviewed one such individual on the documentary What is a Woman? which I think did a sufficient job in highlighting the profound remorse many transsexuals feel after full spectrum gender reassignment. While I am not a fan of giving these conservative grift operations extra views, I’ll include the clip below as I think it helps frame the following story.

While Matt Walsh’s interview was certainly eye-opening, the saga of @TullipR, however, is a particularly sobering tale that caused a rippling effect on Twitter ever since it was posted earlier this week. After a dogpile of politically motivated leftists mass-flagged the thread for toxic behavior, it was eventually restored by Twitter moderators.

*Trigger Warning*

I want to set some ground rules before continuing past this point. While the story in its entirety is a long and grotesque one, I will not be reporting on the more vile nuances of it here on the Hyphen-Report. By now, we’ve all heard—and perhaps seen—the many sick realities of the aftermath of these surgeries.

If you want to consume the story in full, the archived thread can be located here. A more readable version can also be found here.

*For those of weak constitution, close the article now.*

“I want to tell everyone what they took from us, what irreversible really means, and what that reality looks like for us.” began TullipR, who has accumulated 13.3k followers at the time of this article. “No one told me any of what I’m going to tell you now.”

I have no sensation in my crotch region at all.

You could stab me with a knife and I wouldn’t know. The entire area is numb, like it’s shell shocked and unable to comprehend what happened, even 4 years on.

Years later, I have what looks like a chunk of missing flesh next to my neo-vagina, it literally looks like someone hacked at me.

They still wont fix it”

If it wasn’t for the soul-crushing nihilism that is so pervasive throughout society, we may have stopped this madness long before this individual could be victimized in such a way. To have taken the long, winding road down this path, to have been seen by dozens of yes-men medical professionals, fed false lies by the system media, and operated on by gangs of entrepreneurial vanity surgeons, just to reach this point of crippling self-regret is a crime without measure. It’s horrific. It’s sickening.

Let’s see what else they have to say.

No one told me that the base area of your penis is left, it can’t be removed – meaning you’re left with a literal stump inside that twitches.

When you take Testosterone and your libido returns, you wake up with morning wood, without the tree.

I wish this was a joke”

If you made it this far in the article without vomiting, grats to you.

The Twitter thread continues, where @TullipR describes his issues, in detail, of side effects related to testosterone treatments used to correct his body’s lack of male hormones. While he, unfortunately, mentions a common side effect among many post-op transsexuals (i.e invasive growth of pubic hair, and difficulties urinating) what is even more perverse is the effect the surgery seemed to have on his inner psyche.

Then theres the dreams. I dream often, that I have both sets of genitals, in the dream I’m distressed I have both, why both I think? I tell myself to wake up because I know its just a dream.

And I awaken into a living nightmare.
In those moments of amnesia as I would wake, I would reach down to my crotch area expecting something that was there for 3 decades, and it’s not.

My heart skips a beat, every single damn time.

Possessing a phantom phallus is just about the most terrifying thing I could possibly imagine. In fact, it’s such a sick concept and so uniquely sad, that anything less would make the story less believable. So far, this person—may god have mercy on their soul—is describing a freak show so vile, that the collective brainpower in Hollywood couldn’t come close to this kind of D-List horror movie script even if they tried.

Now i get to the point where im detransitioned and the realisation that this is permanent is catching up with me.

During transition, I was obsessive and deeply unwell, I cannot believe they were allowed to do this to me, even after all the red flags.

One of the things that should be at the very top of the list of things to accomplish after the glorious revolution sees the removal of those who orchestrated this sick system, should be the harsh—and very much due—punishment of the doctors, professors, and snake oil salesmen that line their pockets with such filthy lucre and enable the suffering. Say what you want about this individual and their poor decision-making skills, dear reader, but there is no doubt in my mind that they are indeed a victim; strung along by opportunistic locusts with medical degrees.

Another Twitter user, @FionneOrlander, reveals that some surgeons, in this instance in the U.K, are obligated to come forward with a list of potential side effects for these slap-job gender reassignment surgeries. They provide screenshots of just some of these warnings which I’ll list below.

Courtesy of Twitter user @FionneOrlander

Whether or not user @TullipR was given advanced notice of such side effects, however, is completely irrelevant. The true injustice is allowing such final acts of depravity to even be entertained by the medical industry in the first place! What he says next is just as damning:

I wasn’t even asked if I wanted to freeze sperm or want kids. In my obsessive, deeply unwell state they just nodded along and didnt tell me the realities, what life would be like.

And finally, theres dilation, which is like some sort of demonic ceremony where you impale yourself for 20 agonising minutes to remind you of your own stupidity.
This isn’t even the half of it. And this isn’t regret either, this is grief and anger.

Fuck everyone who let this happen.

While I do believe there is plenty of grief, and even more anger, feigning regret only comes off as a means to save face despite having been led down the rabbit hole by schemers, scammers, and the legacy of credentialed shylocks. You don’t have to lie or obfuscate the truth here, @TullipR. You’ve been victimized. You were mentally unwell and extremely vulnerable, and the system which promotes the insanity that led you down this path took advantage of you and is solely responsible for your current standard of living.

When I lost 1600ml blood during surgery, it took days to get a blood transfusion.

The surgery lasted 3 hours longer.

They joked about the blood loss too.

In one hundred years we went from a civilization that promoted healthy eating, plenty of exercise, experienced the unique convenience of in-house doctor visits (made only possible by maintaining a high-trust society), and dealt with mental health in ways that far surpassed the experimental, over-medicated methods of the modern-day. Now, we’re left with circles of visa-holding pajeet surgeons and diversity diplomas joking about the mentally ill as they descend beyond the point of no return.

In the bible, it talks about “pride cometh before the fall.” While I’m not a good enough Christian to name the specific verse in scripture where that universal truth is written, in the modern-day, it rings truer than ever before. Now, this might be a longshot, but if you happen to be a transsexual reading this article and made it this far, I want you to know I don’t blame you for what you’ve become. I don’t even necessarily hate you or wish you harm. Quite the opposite, in fact. I genuinely pity you, and want to help.

The “Trans” phenomenon only exists as long as it is continually promoted and encouraged from the upper echelons of power, and constantly exhorted by equally victimized peers. Remove the source, and the delusion vanishes overnight

I hate the system that created you, molded your healthy flesh into nothing more than a shade of what you truly desire; a desire only placed there by predators and an elite class of lofty tastemakers that validated your trauma to begin with. You were robbed. Swindled. Taken advantage of. While the ultimate goal of nationalist politics is to take the reigns of power and restore a glorious order, enact sane policies, promote prosperity, and uphold a true justice for all its citizens (yes, even you), it’s going to be a very long time before we can do so, and are capable of plucking the IV of jewish persuasion out of the arm that drip-feeds your imposed delusions.

In that very long meantime, however, you can follow @TullipR on Twitter, who seems to do an honest job of shining a light on the more unscrupulous details of gender reassignment. He’s also a team member at Genspect, a group that specializes in providing help for those who need it, and, while I never thought I’d ever say this, there’s even a quickly growing subreddit focused on the process of de-transitioning. While I obviously cannot speak for the effectiveness of either of these avenues of support, they are far better alternatives than continuing to live out the unnatural lie that was sold to you so willingly by the elite.

Finally, in a completely unrelated post, @TullipR finally speaks the truth and comes to terms with the inevitable future of an empire that allows such madness to become commonplace. 

Sexual lobotmisation.

When the world realises whats happened to us, there will be no more parades, i can assure you.

Jack McKraken
Jack McKraken is a former New York State Correctional Officer turned political dissident and author. For more stories and universal truths about America’s correctional system, check out his book “Livin’ the Dream” by Antelope Hill Publishing.

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    1. This is the most horrible thing I’ve read in my life. Either that, or I just experienced an entirely new form of disgust that caught me totallg off guard. Reading this about trannies’ personal account after tranny surgery is worse than any liveleak video. Worse than the cringiest, most perverse 4chan greentext or reddit “tell all”. A whole new form of grotesque, man made horrors unfortunately now in the realm of my comprehension. Thank you for posting this. Everyone needs to see this.

      1. One personal account of a transsexual who drops the charade does more damage to the Trans movement than ten ideologically steeled nationalists. They create propaganda freely, and the damage control from leftists is completely ineffective.

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